Heaven and Hell

September 22nd, 2007 by jeevey777

Hey guys,

I read this article. its a testimony of 7 youths who saw hell - as in fires, demons etc…and what is said is disturbing and absolutely haunting. If you’re looking for a good story, don’t bother reading but if you want to know why your life should change as you know now - read it.

It’s compelling and stuff like this cannot be made up. Please take note that these testimonies are not for the faint hearted.

Here is the link:

Testimony of Heaven and Hell

Once again, let me warn you if you read this, your life will be compelled to change, i mean how could it not.

Merdeka

September 1st, 2007 by jeevey777

i have lived in this country for most of my 27 years and my feelings for this country are mixed. on one hand i love it for its home - a place where i know the ins and outs of most of the city, a place where family is, where the food is familiar etc

then i watch things i dont like, things i’m not allowed to mention because that would be construed as speaking against the authority of this nation and i am forced to keep silent.

i watched the parade on the 31st…unity is a mirage in this land i call home. from a distance we seem like we have it together but when we get close - it disappears and to keep the memories of yester-year alive, we drink in the only thing we can see and taste - sediment.

but i do love this nation. her spell was cast on me unawares. but if i am to thrive - staying in it might do the exact opposite.

when i was in uni, the malaysians were one of the strongest groups. we thrived on our unique diversity, heck we had foreigners join us because what we had was so contagious. now it seems a lie.

another thing i realised is that if we dont love her, nobody will. we werent put here by accident. God made no mistake.

so, i am looking for something that will sparks something, even a if it turns out to be shadow or smoke.

Achilles’ heel

July 17th, 2007 by jeevey777

She is what the heel was to achilles

It caused his death and she causes me to think what i shouldnt. hate would be too harsh. when i truly hate someone, the meaning is more severe and its not there yet but with her its extreme dislike.

well its not only her of course.

today i found myself on the verge of loosing my temper so many times. maybe its the stress but its times like these that show you if you’ve grown and for me its a sign of my growth in the Lord. lets just say things aren’t looking too good.

saying you’re stressed doesnt give you the excuse or the right to behave a certain way.

people are always blaming the next person for the things that happen to them.

but its like i short circuit and none of the warning bells in my mind make any difference to how i react.

it brings me swiftly back down to the only fact i know is true - I am nothing without my God. Without HIM, i am a woman with an explosive temper (ask my sisters). Without HIM, i am a woman with the capacity to cause hurt. Without HIM, i am an impatient and foul person. Without HIM, i am lost and loose my meaning.

So after all that, i am at peace knowing that HE has my back even when things arent going how i want it to go.

Nerves

July 17th, 2007 by jeevey777

so the concert is just a few days away and i am nervous…its grace the perfectionist…grace the pseudo-control freak (at least i’d like to think that i’m not like that all the time)… that keeps surfacing[and tarrant try not to agree with me please :P]…i just want things to be awesome on the day…

this year things are a little different…

i am in charge of a dance..we hail from brazil..hehe..i have been put in the singing category for so long that i’d almost forgotten that once upon a time not so very long ago i choreographed dances too…its fun…though i must say this time i got two of my girls to choreographed most of it but i gave my opinions and ideas of course as teachers are given leave to lol

the costumes are awesome…of course when i picked the colours - orange and green (girls) and brown and green (boys), i saw the eyes of my girls falter and doubt my sanity…but its all about the image in my mind…of course when i saw the costumes, i got scared myself but they are beautiful girls and boys (okie the boys are not beautiful per say…further i wouldnt deign to comment) and they look wonderful…like little nicer looking shreks and birds of paradise…

okie the shrek nickname is all Ivan’s fault…so thanks to him thats what all the boys call themselves..

i have been thoroughly evil these past few days - working them hard…i will find a way to make it up….soon..but until then they are stuck with evil me

anyways i hope the ex-wesleyans come too…its always nice to see yall return to the nest so to speak lol

the problems to producing a concert in WMS does not change…but since most of WMS is on my list lol…i’ll be careful not to divulge such sensitive information…

Update Central

July 6th, 2007 by jeevey777

my weeks are heavy laden with the business of being busy…i say that because i feel after a long week - i feel tired and feel that i have accomplished very little.

i am excited about the upcoming annual school concert and though its not me who is performing or whatever but i am eager to see my kids excell and enjoy their opportunities (they especially enjoy missing their classes and it is infectious lol)..but what i am most excited about are the costumes…its gonna look amazing…though some students would beg to differ…but it is…stage costumes are different and they have to be loud and colourful but it must be done…

by the by - Candyman is not french :) The french would be appalled lol

so i am 27 years and 7 days old…the idea of approaching 30 is what i would term scary-exciting..i love birthdays and i pray that this **POV i have will not change or become tarnished with age…i am even prepared to go into wine analogies but i think i will spare the general public :)

this birthday was sweeter than most…and it was not because i had a big party…in fact by most standards especially Paris Hilton, it was nothing…but i cut three birthday cakes…my family celebrated with me on the day itself but on the monday i got back my class 2W surprised me with a cake (banana-choc secret recipe cake…one of my favourites) and it was a first for me…i was sooooooo TERHARU okie…and the next day, some of the teachers surprised me with a small party which was great..

it feels nice to be appreciated and it keeps you going…

another thing i would like to do is exploit my blog to invite all WESLEYANS who are interested in follow-up bible classes. This class is for students who have recently accepted Jesus Christ as your LORD and SAVIOUR. Please come. This is optional and will be held after school on FRIDAY from 3.20pm - 4.15pm. I can’t force you but i hope you take this oppotunity to get to know God in a closer and more meaningful way. You cannot follow/worship/love a God that you do not know. These are basic bible classes that will teach you the fundamentals and i will be teaching the class. I will try my best to make the classes interesting. We will discuss topics that you teens are most interested in and how to deal with it etc.

**POV - point of view

United 93

June 5th, 2007 by jeevey777

sentul has a new cinema…my my…we are coming up lol

okie speaking of cinema…i just watched this film called United 93…its about one of the hijacked planes that shook the world in 9-11 2001…this was the only plane that didnt make target…and its the only flight where facts about the happenings on that flight were able to be compiled and collected…

after watching the film, i felt so tired emotionally..but one thing that struck me was that everyone on that flight, who fought the terrorists were regular people, they were not equiped with super weapons - they were just normal people whose lives were interrupted by the tragedy.

i also saw people who were willing to do anything in the name of religion..

all thru history, man has used religion as an excuse to do horrible things..

so for me, i have decided ( and i did this a while ago) that christianity can no longer be a religion - its a lifestyle…i have come to hate the R-word…its almost the same as any other cuss word man can conceive (i am however sold on the idea that after man discovered the f-word, their brain capacity has become limited - a reason why since then, they can’t seem to come up with any other word. the f-word has done fried the brain)

well…think on it and get back to me…if you will…

My new feel good tune

June 3rd, 2007 by jeevey777

you know what is odd - a guy who sings a feel good peppy song and its all about shoes….this new dude..his name is Paolo Nutini…cute in a girly sorta way..the way i see it - shoes are girly territory…but the song is great and i love it…check it out

Woke up cold one tuesday,
i’m looking tired and feeling quite sick,
i felt like there was something missing in my day to day life,
so i quickly opened the wardrobe,
pulled out some jeans and a T-Shirt that seemed clean,
topped it off with a pair of old shoes,
that were ripped around the seams,
and i thought these shoes just don’t suit me.

CHORUS:
Hey, I put some new shoes on,
and suddenly everything is right,
I said, hey, I put some new shoes on and everybody’s smiling,
it so inviting,
Oh, short on money,
but long on time,
slowly strolling in the sweet sunshine,
and i’m running late,
and i don’t need an excuse,
’cause i’m wearing my brand new shoes.

Woke up late one thursday,
and i’m seeing stars as i’m rubbing my eyes,
and i felt like there were two days missing,

as i focused on the time,
and i made my way to the kitchen,
but i had to stop from the shock of what i found,
a room full of all my friends dancing round and round,
and i thought hello new shoes,
byebye them blues.

CHORUS

Take me wondering through these streets,
where bright lights and angels meet,
stone to stone they take me on,
im walking to the break of dawn. (x2)

CHORUS (x2)

Take me wondering through these streets

very cute song - very feel good tune…have a listen…

and this is paolo..

Paolo

Do i ask for too much?

June 3rd, 2007 by jeevey777

today i had a little talk with my mom and she was saying that our standards for life partners were very high…

do we expect too much of our male counterparts? its made me think..

my expectations have changed drastically from the expectations i had at the age of 16 …at that point the Backstreet boys, N’sync and a whole load of boy bands dominated my ever so short attention span…so of course my dream boy had to be gorgeous…lol..

but you know you grow up and then different things become important…now next to the good looks you want charisma and appeal..and i suppose we begin to build an idea of what is important based on what we see - most usually based on the media and our environment..

for me, in uni being away from home, i began to place restrictions for myself because i felt i needed it..i had frens going nuts and i did for a while..but i got worried when things began to get out of hand…for example..i didnt go clubbing on saturday because i had church on sunday (of course that was me trying to compartmentalise my life - that dont work either lol)..for most of my frens the first thing they wanted to do in uni was loose their virginity but based on the emo outburst of a close fren - i decided that premarital sex was not for me :)

anyways in uni my priorities changed as i gave my life back to Christ etc…so now my expectations in a man included being a man of God etc…so it changed and suddenly good looks weren’t a priority…

i decided that if i was going to keep myself sacred and set apart - is it wrong to expect the same of the man i choose?

everything in life is a choice, a decision…i am not a life coach so i dont expect people to agree with me :)

but i was watching this movie Kingdom of Heaven…Orlando Bloom acts in it…but there is a line where the King is talking to Bloom’s character Bailian and he says this

"A king may move a man, a father may claim a son. But remember that, even when those who move you be kings or men of power, your soul is in your keeping alone. When you stand before God you cannot say "but I was told by others to do thus" or that "virtue was not convinient at the time. This will not suffice. Remember that."

i guess for me i come from a very God-based standpoint/viewpoint..for me its always got something to do with God…your choices are your own so dont make them based on what the people around you say..anyways i started out with one topic and am ending it with another…lol..bear with me…take what you can out of this…hehehe..

Shay’s homerun

June 2nd, 2007 by jeevey777

A definite sweeet read :)

It made me cry…well not bawling my eyes out kind of crying but i teared a bit…read it :)

Two Choices

What would you do? You make the choice. Don’t look for a punch line, there isn’t one. Read it anyway.

My question is: Would you have made the same choice?

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning- disabled children, the father of one of the students
delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child."

Then he told the following story: Shay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, "Do you think they’ll let me play?"  Shay’s father knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

Shay’s father approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, "We’re losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we’ll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning." Shay struggled over to the team’s bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. His Father watched with a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father’s joy at his son being accepted.

In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay’s team scored a few runs but was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as his father waved to him from the stands. In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay’s team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat. At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game? Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat.

Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn’t even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball. However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay’s life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow groundball right back to the pitcher. The game would now be over. The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game. Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman’s head, out of reach of all team mates.

Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, "Shay, run to first! Run to first!" Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base. He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled. Everyone yelled, "Run to second, run to second!" Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball … the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher’s intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman’s head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home. All were screaming, "Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay” Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, "Run to third! Shay, run to third!” As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, "Shay, run home! Run home!"

Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team.” That day", said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face,” the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world”. Shay didn’t make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making his father so happy and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!

Be inspired :)

Everything Bublé

May 22nd, 2007 by jeevey777

Every once in a while a i come across a song that makes me melt :)

First of all, Michael Buble has a voice that just makes me sigh…lol Anyways, his latest single is beautiful. When i hear this song, i think of chocolate with a moist centre….does that make sense? When i hear this song, i want it to rain and sit outside..you know all the girly stuff lol

And there is something about the words….especially the first four lines…i love the imagery and the play on words….

Michael Buble – Everything lyrics

You’re a falling star, You’re the get away car.
You’re the line in the sand when I go too far.
You’re the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you’re the perfect thing to say.

And you play you’re coy, but it’s kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don’t pretend, that you don’t know it’s true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.

You’re a carousel, you’re a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You’re a mystery, you’re from outer space,
You’re every minute of my everyday.

And I can’t believe, that I’m your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we’ll see it through,
And you know that’s what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
You’re every song, and I sing along.
‘Cause you’re my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La